Welcome 2010 :)

2009 is finally over :). wait, wait..Am I sad about it? Partly yes, partly no.

2009 carried all sorts of events for me. There were sweet memories, tough lessons, "what not" kind of experiences.. :) It had surprises and shocks that made me think in-depth abt everything, realize the world within me, around me and ofcourse, it never ends :)

Thanks a ton for everyone who has been with me and supporting me during happy and sad moments. :) Memorable year for me.. And its time to Move on....

Welcome 2010. :)

Happy New year to all of you. May this new year bring all sorts of happiness and successes for everyone :)

3 idiots

All Izz well :)

Jeene Do...

3 friends hugging each other and bidding adieu for vacation..
Small kid , being carried by her mom, looking at people around,signal,horse cart,all vehicles with amazement..
An elderly couple, smiling and walking out of home with shoes on for an evening pleasant walk...
Few boys shouting at their friend for a misfield in the ground...
A girl running to catch her balloon being carried away by the wind...

How did I miss all these kinda things everyday :)

yeah...everyone were enjoying their moment :) And me walking with music on...

And the lines explained everything... :)

Give me some sunshine...
Give me some rain..
Give me another chance..I wanna grow up again..

Jeene do :) Jeene do :)

Me and You

who are u?what should I name u as?I see u wherevr i turn around.you are within me too.earlier, you were not with me all the time.you were visiting me at times and I managed to push u out. you were hesitant to embrace me wen I wanted. Now, what happened all of a sudden? What s so impressive that is holding u with me for a long time? Or is it the other way? May be the blame should be on me? I had wanted this way?But I was not expecting u to dominate me. I cannot let that happen. Do u hope to acquire full control of me? No way..I am not letting u to be with me anymore. I dont need u now.May be that I dont know wat would be ideal for me. But you are not the solution for sure. Get lost....

மிருகங்கள்

http://www.ted.com/talks/sunitha_krishnan_tedindia.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_youngest_birth_mothers

http://ibnlive.in.com/news/31monthold-girl-child-allegedly-raped-in-mumbai/106754-3.html



ஏனோ நேற்று நான் படித்த, பார்த்த தொகுப்புகள் அனைத்தும், மனதை நெருடுவதாகவே இருந்தன. நாம் இப்படிப்பட்ட வெறியர்களிநூடே தான் வாழ்கிறோமா? பூக்களை ஒத்த குழந்தைகளை , ஏதும் அறியாத வயதில், இவ்வாறு செய்யும், செய்ய முற்படும் வீணர்கள் இன்னும் இவ்வுலகில் நடமாடிக் கொண்டு தான் இருக்கிறார்கள் என நினைக்கும் போது பதைபதைக்கிறது. அவர்களுக்கான தண்டனை யாரால் எப்போது கொடுக்கப்படும்?

வறுமையின் காரணமாய்க் குழந்தைகளை விற்கும் காலமும் தான் மாறுவதென்று?பாதிக்கப்பட்டவர்களை நம்மில் ஒருவராய் பார்க்கும் நேரமும் தான் விரைவில் வந்திடாதோ?

My First Mickey :)

My new hobby - pencil sketching or drawing. :) whatever...I name it the way I want it to be... :)

And today, Mickey's turn :)

Hurray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I liked it :) :) :) :) It wasnt as bad as I thought it would turn out to be :)

Stay away :)

I have no clue on wat to write about. But I am sure that I want to write. There can be no title for this blog as I am not sure on how this post will turn out to be. But my blog has become my close frnd. A friend when my days are not normal. So, my day was not normal today? I dont know. I am neither happy. Nor sad.

Should I describe about how close my blog has been to me? There are many days when I just login to start a new post, scribble at the max and finally end up deleting the post without publishing. But when I delete it, there will be some change in me. That I was out of everything and I LIVE my life and not just exist.

Today is also one such day? At this point of time, I dunno if this is going to be published. But I still want to move on. My 1 week vacation and rest in chennai has created wonders in me. Nothing is affecting me and my mood these days.Its too early to decide on the impact of vacation as only 3 days are over after the vacation... But still, I feel some peace in me..

I am confident that I will not push anything deep into my heart. It often intends us to think much..There is no point in thinking deep about anything or anyone, as the final sufferer would be the thinker. Most of the times, the questions that arise out of such things never arrive at an answer but complicate things..

I am happy that I am out of it. I have started saying many things to myself . what are they?
1.Whatever has to happen will happen. But the impact that it can have is purely under my control. How bad or good I try to react for it, nothing will change but me. Time can work miracles in life, but the way we accept it will be the master of the story.
2. No one except me can control the decisions that I take in life. The decision would completely be based on the PRIORITIES that I have.
3. TRUST - yeah. I can trust anyone or anything. But its not in my hands if it can continue forever. I can have trust but shouldnt affect me if it fails.
4. There is no point in raising questions for everything. Most of the times, an answer triggers another question and reaches a deadlock, pulling me into it. Be careful on what can be questioned , what needs to be altered, what should be accepted.
5. We are not alone any time. But we need to learn to be alone, as we never realize the fact that we are not alone.
6. Try to make fun out of everything that can affect our heart and mind. It will not affect ultimately. :)
7. Action is better than thinking.
8. And all of the above can change anytime. After all, all my thoughts reflect the situation I am in. I can alter it myself completely to make me feel good anywhere anytime.

I am done with my scribblings. :)

And finally, I found a title for my post :) So publishing it... :)